Mud

I was once innocent. I was once like a white cloth. Then one day a demon soak the cloth in mud. I was dirty. and now I am like the night. A night without the moon and stars.

I was 8 years old. I was at the famous gathering place for demon's slayers. My father was the leader of the strongest demon's hunter pack, The Paradisa Slayer. I was so proud of him, every one was talking about him and I was proud to tell any one I saw that I was his son.

I was playing with some kids in the gathering place. Everyone knew everyone there. A man in black robe came to me. A man....that was what I thought....A normal man wearing a black robe....A man......I was innocent and I believed that everyone in the gathering place was friend. I followed him...followed him to his tent. The day the white cloth was soaked in the mud.

is it love or fear....

I had been with Lady Zen these few days and and now I am asking myself why do I heed to her words?...is it really because of love or is it because I fear she would leave me.... I felt pathetic when I realize that I couldn't leave her...I felt worthless when I heeded on everything she asked me to do....She has regained power of my will.....and I who was once the master of the masks is scare to loose her....if she become the master of my heart then I should not be with her...love is not about fear...love is about trust and about understanding of both parties....She did not tried to understand me but she is controlling me.... this is something that i must avoid.....avoid of being control

I'm a fool to want you

war

I used Boo to fight Lovelent Knight when all he had was Bogota.....


I had to use Bilurina when Lovelent already acquired his Pyron....

Lovelent wasn't that strong in the first place. He awaken his power to defy me. He was ambitious and wanted to take my throne. He wasn't that strong to do it and he allied with some Lords to destroy me. He knew most of the lords won't never went against me. He chose the derange lords. With only Bogota in his power, he gambled trough the treason. It was foolish but he did gained some knowledge and he gained Pyron. The War started with Pyron in his hands. I was never good in Close range Combat. My masks aren't made for that. He knew my weaknesses. He attacked me when I was alone. Luckily for me, Lady Zen saved me a few times.

come home...

I wish I could help earlier. She had to battle all alone and I could only gave her moral supports. well, she won anyway..She's coming to the North empire next year...we will be reunited again......

I will heal all her injuries. I will make her stronger.......

She helped me a lot in Pearl Island that I feel guilty not to be able to help her in the east empire...It's out of my reach...I'm too weak to leave this kingdom....My power will still be in command here...i won't be able to help her even if I'm there...I need to settle my own war here...the everlasting war...

run

run..run again...
when shud i stop from running?
run...run...
all i know is running...

shit of troubles...

I'm in a shit of trouble. I'm living in poverty now. My debts are high. I don't have anybody to ask help from and my body is weakening. The Shanlong are aftering me for my bones and I don't even have food to eat.

The Pearl Island.

Dan Glockson

Dan Glocksaon,Mask: Rinula

Lady Salleneir Gitty

Lady Gitty, War mask: Wichita

Lady Salmakia Zen Hidoki, War mask: Safara

Lovelent Knight

Lovelent Knight, War masks: Pyron and Bogota

Lady Hanieta Saron

Lady Hanieta, War Mask, Gorgodo

The Lovelent Knight was the the one who almost finished me off the world. I met him in 1942. The World War 11 was still going on. The Dark Lords had wars of our own too. The first time I met him was When I was stationed in The Pearl island. I was there as a spy and as a recruiter to new army. I put on my humanly mask and mingle with people in all sort of manner searching people with abilities. One of my minions was holding a party and Lovelent was there. He was one of the nobleman invited to the party. I saw his potential in the way of darkness but I need to test his power first. I summoned few monster to the party to see the abilities of the guesses. Only a handful of people survived that party. 26 to be exact. The shocking thing was that among the 26 of the survivors, 18 of them were females. It seem that the females of the island were stronger than the male.

I was happy that they were many potential apprentice in the island. the hard part was to persuade them in joining my side. It was easy with the Lady Hanieta. She sought me after the party and ask me to have tea the next day. I was surprised that she knew I summoned those monsters. Of course, I denied it. I needed to test her first before considered her in the team.

too old to rock...

I'm too weak that I lost control of my bowel... SHITT!!!...I was at The Peace Table confrontation. I was just a guest. I been around for a long time and people want me to observe the confrontation. Some people don't like me to be there as I was once the enemy. Ohhh an Ex-enemy now. Even though I myself don't know how long would I stick with the Ex-enemy term. I joined them just because I can't fight them. like the old saying,"if you can't fight them, join them"....

The haunted past.

I took my wrong turn to the dark side when I was 8 years old in 10th of June, four days after my birthday. I was tricked or better word is persuaded by the Dark Shalariq. I still remember the day I signed the stupid contract. It was Friday at a holy place. A place where my Father was the leader. The leader's son fell into the dark side. It was so ironic. The leader who fought against the dark way had a son who became the Prince of darkness. If he find out about this, he would just die. Luckily, I have my masks. My masks had only failed me once. It was when I had a war with Lovelent Knight. He was too strong for me. I almost won at one time and I was almost dead at one time. It was when I was at my prime yet I did not defeated him. I am so grateful that at least I still have a little bit of strength now. Now, I live my life as moderate as I can be. No more war. The only war is between I and myself now. I hope to surpass this darkness inside of me and become a normal human being. 92 years had been wasted in this life. I'll be older next year and I hope by that time I am already a new me.

I live in a lie that cannot end with happy ending....