Saturday, August 17, 2019

Me versus the world

     For a long time in my life I haven't feel true happiness. I have been living in the dark behind this mask of a man with smiles and laughter. If I show my true self, will people accept me? Will my family accept me?... I don't have the luxury to tell the truth when the risk of telling the truth will destroy everything I have now. I don't have much now but losing what I have  now means I will have nothing. I am timid to start from zero. I don't think I can survive this world from zero. I barely make it now but still I can stand in the crowd. Taking off this mask means taking on the world. Me vs the world. I will loose.