Thursday, December 11, 2014

wish upon a sleep

Sometimes I wish that I would wake up from sleep with amnesia. I don't remember all my past sins and mistakes. I would be worry free. I could start my life again.

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

eaten away by umformidable enemy....

Time could be monstrous and eat you away of your beauty from inside and outside. 

I felt changed after years of abusing myself with load of works, bad habits and my own laziness to exercise. I took a look at old photo and saw a different person than what I am today.
I am changed. 
Changed for the worst.  
Changed in many aspects.
My skin, 
My hair, 
My weight, 
My posture,
My view of life.
My whole mind.
My attitude.
My whole me. Is changed.

I didn't realize how hideous I've become till tonight.