Dream is just a dream...

I dreamt of so many things...but I'm being realistic..... I know that those dreams wont come true... It can't comes true because of my dark past that will hunt me down and destroy everything... I dont stop dreaming because in dreams everything is perfect and that is one thing I never would have in my life... if I cant have in real life then let me enjoy it in a dream... I done terrible things in my life and how I wish I could just erase those chapters and just begin a new one with a clean slate. But life is not like that. Everything connected and nothing would pause time so that I can sit down and plan my route in this rough never ending journey...