I blamed the devil for turning me into a demon. I thought that i would be a good samaritan if not for the devil . I thought I was turned demon but I was really a demon sinced born. I always have that intention to do something evil since I can remember. Even before that masacre in the tribe meeting. It was only fear that stopped me then. fear of being caught and punished. I didn't dare to do something out of the usual but always wanted to. the devil didn't turned me evil. it gave me courage. Just a little courage and I became the beast I am today.