Sometimes I forgot I was just pretending. I must be very good at it that I even fool me.

Medical crap....

I was playing truant for two days. I was so sick of going to the palace and acted so nice in front of those hypocrites. Ohh I am a hypocrite too but hey that's my job as the pretender. I went to the royal physician too ask him the medical's note. He asked me what's wrong and my tongue hisses the whispers of lies.....before the hisses ended he already agreed that I was sick. He didn't even check anything. He didn't even care to look into my eyes. My whispers wont work without eye contact but hey it seems that I don't need to waste my breath hissing the whispers. I got the medical's note just like that ohh of course I had to toss a few gold leaves....Hmmmm it's so easy....too easy.

All these years I thought the physician is a man of knowledge but all he was is just a liar. He gives medicine without even bother to know the sickness. maybe the medicines were all craps. All I know is that he got his wealth just by using the 'Royal physician' title....but hey, I don't need to worry about that...It makes my pretended life seem so right now...hehe....

guilty to lord....

I haven't been blogging for quite some time now. I missed the blog so much and now here I am carving my dark secret in the blogsphere. I cannot live with humans. They made me sick. Their hearts are corrupted just like me but their pride made them worst than animals. I will slay them. Slay them all with my own claws. rip them part by part hearing them scream in pain and agony. Humans are no different from monsters. Humans kill their own child. They throw away babies like thrash. They rape their own children. They kill their own parents. Blood bond means nothing to the. They are so daring calling themselves better than us. They acted like they are better in morals and civilization. They are hypocrites.